My psychologist doesn’t recommend that I wear white clothes now. He once suggested to Jun Ling that white should have no color, which often reminds people of loneliness, especially because I have a knot in my body now. The psychologist is also worried that wearing white will affect the reconstruction effect.
That day in the room, I didn’t know how Junling told the senior high psychologist that their conversation didn’t seem to go well. When the psychologist came out of the room, I saw his cold face and looked at me as if there were faint complaints in his eyes.
Oh, by the way, Junling not only hired a professional doctor to help me rebuild and restore my walking ability, but also hired a psychologist for me. He was afraid that if I encountered problems in the process of rebuilding, I would get stuck in the middle of it. He knew I knew there were some things I couldn’t tell him, so I might be much better with a psychologist around at this time.
I pushed Junling and retreated from his arms. When I saw him, I said coldly, "You let me."
At the moment, there is my Jun Ling and my attending doctor. The most important thing is that my royal psychologist is also present. I didn’t leave any face for Jun Ling in front of so many people. This is the first time that I lost my temper with Jun Ling in public.
When my temper came, I just ignored it. It seemed that I didn’t feel enough to hurt him. I added, "You are blocking me."
Everyone knows that I am losing my temper, and Jun Ling certainly knows that I still refuse to look at him. It was not until he finally got out of my sight that I returned to the runway to continue my reconstruction.
When my hands touch the levers on both sides of the runway, I frown and hold the levers in my hands.
I can feel the tingling in my knees more than the liquid sliding along my leg skin. The hair in front of my cheeks just covers my face. Now I hate white. I think the skirt should have color.
Two hours later, after the resumption of construction, Junling was still communicating with the doctor in her room. The depressing atmosphere of my illness made me bear it earlier. I knew that they still had something to say. After the training, I first pushed the wheelchair out of the door and corridor. At first glance, I felt lonely here. I looked down at my fingers. It was slender and white, but who would have thought that I was disabled in a wheelchair with a pair of beautiful hands?
From accepting reconstruction to now
I have always had a knot in my heart since I accepted the reconstruction. Even if I don’t say that I lost my temper in the room just now, I can see it even if I am blind. However, Junling took it out on me.
I feel very sorry for him for this.
My eyes were a little astringent. When I heard footsteps behind me, I quickly hid my emotions. When I turned around and saw someone coming, I didn’t expect it to be my psychiatrist. I smiled at him as a courtesy.
He smiled at me, too.
Maybe it’s because I’m a little long when I’m sitting in a wheelchair. The wheelchair has turned me into a sensitive person. I don’t think he smiles at me like a normal professional smile today. When he looks at me, it seems that the elders are watching the younger generation. Even that smile has become a little human. He sat on a public bench beside me. We are not far away. When he looked at me, he seemed to be distracted. When I was just training, he reached out and pulled my wheelchair to him with me when he was sure that Junling was still talking to the attending doctor.
In my life, except for Jun Ling, I have always refused to contact with other men. Now I am facing my psychiatrist, and my nose and breath are coming from that man. I frowned and asked him in a very disgusting tone, "What do you want?"
There was no one else in the corridor except the two of us, and we were deadlocked for a while. When I couldn’t help but want to stay away from him, he smiled and was so warm that he raised his arm and touched my hair for a second.
He said, "Stubborn girl, no wonder Junling likes you so much. He can give up everything."
I don’t know what he means by calling you, but he can give up his intuition and tell me that my psychiatrist must be something special since he can say such a thing. Maybe he already knows that Junling knows that I know everything about us.
However, as I thought, the psychiatrist told me his true identity. He said his name was Leng Xiao, a classmate of Junling University and his good friend and best friend.
A white coat with short black hair is as delicate as Junling’s face and eyes are quite deep. Compared with Junling, this coldness is a bit more enchanting and enchanting.
He bypassed my wheelchair in front of me and stood beside me with a negative hand to shade me so that I could see him. I noticed that this man was wearing a diamond watch symbolizing his identity on his wrist except the white coat outside. I stared at his diamond watch as if it could be whiter. My lips couldn’t help but have a radian. Yeah, think about how Junling’s friends are ordinary people.
He wore a white shirt, a gold coffee tie and a pair of dark brown handmade leather shoes.
At that moment, I actually thought that his suit should also be light brown. He is a very strict person with color requirements. I thought that I felt a lot more relaxed.
The sun is scattered in the cold face. Because I am sitting in a wheelchair, I can see how the outline of his side face should be shaped. This way, the male eyebrows are deep, but the curvature of the corners of his mouth is very soft, and he is wrapped in the sun. All I can think is that the years are good.
Leng Xiao also told me a lot that day while Jun Ling was talking to the attending doctor. He told me that most of the life was before Jun Ling, and I had never known it.
Before Junling, he was actually a very cold person. He was handsome and his family background was good. At that time, he studied abroad. Because Junling was outstanding in appearance, many local rich families and daughters were willing to be his girlfriends. There were many outstanding ladies and gentlemen. At that time, Leng Xiao was already a good friend of Junling. At the same time, he studied in a different university. Junling majored in finance and Leng Xiao majored in psychology.
Leng Xiao told Junling that his family was also an enterprise, but he was not interested in the intrigue of shopping malls, so he chose the psychology of world wars. Although his major was different, King’s Landing and Leng Xiao got along very well in character. They shared an apartment near the school, and the money was 50/50.
The apartment is chosen by two people together, and the environment is secluded, which is convenient for Junling to come back from class to stock market, and it is also convenient for Leng Xiao to continue to study his psychology institute. It seems that there is a tacit understanding between them in choosing a house.
At that time, Leng Xiao and Junling were inseparable. Junling had many admirers. Some girls wrote love letters, most of which were handed over by Leng Xiao. Later, in the face of a lot of love, Leng Xiao finally couldn’t help but quip, "Dude, you should choose one of so many beautiful girls. I won’t work so hard if you settle down quickly."
At that time, Junling felt that he was young and his family was complicated. His parents were strict with him, and he really didn’t have any mood to fall in love.
Jun Ling smiled at this and said nothing.
Many years have passed, but in such a good time in college, Bai Junling didn’t want to fall in love with so many excellent girls. But no matter what, he kept in close contact with Junling all these years until recently, Junling actually took the initiative to talk to himself, in which Junling said that he needed his help.
Leng Xiao is a psychology major, and he has his own workshop in recent years. Jun Ling, an excellent psychologist, invited him out of the mountain in the hope that he could help him save Yin Ningluo from the mire of despair.
Leng Xiao still stood beside me with his hand in his hand when he spoke. I remember he glanced back at me. I noticed that his eyes suddenly darkened when he fell on my wheelchair. This glance made me palpitation. I think he hates me in his heart. Because of this, I am bringing Jun Ling into trouble.
Yes, I did piss him off
After that glance, Xiao Leng turned his face as if nothing had happened.
Look out of the window with deep eyes
The green color is spring flowers, but it is winter in the cold world.
His cold voice came into my ear. "You know, Yin Ningluo, when I first met you, I couldn’t believe that a man who wanted perfect love had to wait for you to have a little smile on his lips when he was in a good temper. That man can be happy all day. You know that there are many women who are better than you in Junling world, and he can’t choose you no matter how bad he is. When he meets you, he will rob you in life and practice his self-esteem. He has to compensate you with a smiling face. Yin Ningluo, do you know? Tell me how proud he is. I’m a psychiatrist. I can understand the feelings of patients like you. But when you vent all your resentment on Jun Ling, I really can’t stand being his best friend and best friend. You are cruel to him every day, which makes him suffer physically and mentally. Do you know that I tried to stop you several times? He stopped me and gave you Jun Ling the first warning. He said that if I dare to hurt you, he would break up with me as if I didn’t have such a friend. "
In this way, Leng Xiao lost his temper with me, and I blame him. After all, he and Jun Ling are both victims of the Yin Ningluo incident. No matter how much Leng Xiao hates me, I don’t care. When he lost his temper with me, I was thinking that since a Leng Xiao can be so angry, what about Jun Ling, the direct victim? He has to face me every day and accept my sudden temper. Is he also very sad?
After losing his temper with me, Leng Xiao’s mood suddenly became much better and softer. He then said to me, "You know, your psychologist, I don’t recommend you to wear the bleak color of white, and I also told this to Junling. Do you know what he said to me in the room that day? He said that it would be better if you liked it. The man who loves you has humbled himself to dust." After a pause, Leng Xiao finally turned to look at me. He squatted in front of me and looked into my eyes and said, "Yin Ning collaterals me. You have a heart. Even if you lost your temper with Junling in your room just now, I can see that you care too much about Junling and want to recover. When you see the gap between you and him, you can’t help hating yourself. Since you know your heart, I won’t say more. Junling, please make up your mind to recover as soon as possible. After getting along with him for a long time, you will find that Junling is actually a stupid man. In his heart, you are the best to feel his love for you. Don’t question that he loves you. I can tell you that one day Yin Ningluo does not love Junling.
I bowed my head in cold Xiao’s remarks because I felt my eyes were wet. At the same time, cold Xiao also felt that I had finished speaking. Whether I could accept it or not depends on my own feelings for Junling. He couldn’t get in.
I don’t know how Leng Xiao saw my knee injury. It may be that the white skirt was red with blood, or that I bowed my head. At the same time, he wanted to spy on my mind and then saw it. He suddenly said to me, "Yin Ningluo, remember to go to the hospital for treatment of your knee injury."
I saw him get up in a blurred vision, and there was a great disparity in height. At this moment, we were more like children who made mistakes, and he once again raised his arm and rubbed my hair away.
I was finally left alone in the corridor. Tears pattered on the back of my hand, just like a drop of rain always falls first when it rains. Tears came rushing out of my eyes. The rain grew bigger and bigger, and my whole face was wet. I put my hand over my face. The knee wound really hurts.
I didn’t deal with my own wound, and the wound was infected and inflamed that night, so I had a high fever, and the whole person was in chaos, and the sober soul couldn’t find a way out in ice and fire
For the future life, I am once again confused about being tortured by love, being in love and not loving Kenai.
There is a vague figure beside the bed. I will be deaf. I can’t hear the sound in my ears, but I can see the figure. I am more and more anxious to see him shouting at me. I feel that he is holding me in his arms. I am leaning on his chest with one hand held by his big palm. I can’t move my hand. I feel the warm liquid flowing to my fingertips and then to my hand. I know that I am desperately struggling with the hand held by him.
I remember I was conscious at that time. I looked up at the man with begging eyes. I begged him to let go. I wanted to hold on to the tear that was flowing in my palm. It was slowly passing along the grain of my palm. I didn’t want to lose him.
Please let go.
Later, the man finally let go, and I didn’t know his mood. At the moment he let go, I held the tear in my palm tightly and buckled it on my chest and heart.
I closed my eyes, my eyes ached, my lips cracked and I finally cried and laughed. I said "Junling I love you" over and over again in my world. I tried my best to whisper Junling in this world. If you can hear me, please help me. Please reach out to me and take me away.
Also on this night, I was confused, but the sober person was Junling.
That night, he saw me crying anxiously in my ear because he was afraid of losing me. He held me in his arms, and the tears in my palms were also his. That night, he stayed up all night to protect me. That night, I grabbed his clothes and hid in his arms and cried all night because of illness.
One day in September, 2002, I forgot that the sky was blue, the flowers were very fragrant and gentle, and there was a girl named Yin Ningluo on the bluestone of the sky road. She was reborn and protected by her fiance.
Protected in front of him in the line of sight, a colorful skirt, a pair of white flat shoes, long hair scattered, two shoulders flying like a butterfly, but all her beauty behind her guarded her male bloom.
I, Yin Ningluo, bathed in the sunshine, looked at a white casual dress, and gave him the gentlest smile to give to the new students.
I will go to see the world after I recover. Because of his place, I have learned this world in fall in love again.
I think Junling is like a secret to me, just like I never knew he was a philanthropist.